I went home 3 times and went out 4 times today.. Crazy eh?
Anyway, it has been a fruitful day for me today even though i'm really tired.. Went out of my house and realised i got no money with me so went home to get it.. then went NTU to have lunch with a new friend and her 2 friends in the morning, after that went to meet kaifei and guanzhen at coffee bean, went home to do my work, went out to teach tuition and my student forgot bout it.. !! Hai.. so lesson was cancelled and i went home again for dinner, went out 1hr later to teach piano (siao rite?), went to meet member after that and finally...HOME SWEET HOME!
SOmetimes i just love staying at home.. spending time with my family.. doing my own things. i used to love hanging out till late but now if i had a choice i would rather go home than go out. Am i sick of Singapore or am i getting older? But come to think about it Singapore is getting really boring.. it's buildings i see everywhere and prices are soaring even fastfood meals cost at least a good $5+. Everywhere is getting so commercialized even Sentosa, a place that i used to love to hangout at is transformed into another commercialized island... Soon it will be Puala Ubin. Economic goals are vital for a economy to thrive but it is not and shouldn't be the only aim of a society and it cannot be done at the expense of its people, their freedom, their space.
In a fast paced society like Singapore.. sometimes i wonder are people really happy? Is being successful and wealthy their definition of happiness? Or rather the state's definition of happiness? I cannot help but think that there are many Singaporeans who aren't truly being happy despite being succesful. And i belive there are many who aren't pursuing their dreams because of the monetary factor that we are constantly being reminded of..
Whatever it is, we've only got one life to live. Don't limit yourself, aim high, soar high, dream big dreams. Live life to its fullest and maximize your potential. God has planted a seed of GREATness in everyone of us that is waiting for us to unleash. Do something about your talent, multiply it and don't bury it. Seize the day and make each day count for Jesus.
Seize the day, don't live life based on temporal happiness, pursue eternal happiness, true happiness. Happiness is a choice. Your true happiness is your choice.